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~ Miya Loveliam's log of Secrets ~

Post  DaniTranic on Fri Nov 16, 2012 9:56 pm

Written in an empty autograph book, the pages tinted yellow from it's age. Old pages have been ripped out from the start of the book. Miya's handwriting is very neat, slightly rushed at the ending though smudged on the last few words. Written in an inky pen, small dots of ink spread round the page as the pen ran out. Little doodles at the bottom, scribbles of practised signatures.

17th November 2012 - 12:17 am.

I can't say I haven't missed socializing with others for a while, in fact I've been craving it. It's nice to have a little chat with someone new once in a while, especially after spending so much time on your own.
I met an elf in the village, Kama I think is her name, I think we'll get along well. She's very sweet, polite, I don't think I will have a problem with her. But then again, it's only my first few days in the Compound.

I went for a hunt today, really needed it. woke up craving another drink from the bar.

Come on Miya, don't start again.

~ M


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Post  DaniTranic on Tue Nov 20, 2012 9:36 pm

21nd November 2012 - 12:29 am.

So.. I haven't written in a while..
Today I filled out a form for Dr. Sage to get my medication, I'll have to give it to him when I next see him. Painkillers aren't doing very much.
Yesterday was quite.. strange.. I was drinking, again, and when the hangover wore off, I felt really.. I don't know the word. Isolated. Anek was nice though, he cheered me up. He put his arm round me, too. It reminded me of someone.. can't put my finger on it..

Underneath would be a number of small words and scribbles as the pen began to run out, also small doodles as she thought to herself.

Anek was really distant yesterday.. distracted. I didn't see him today, either. Hm..
Stop worrying, Miya. He's fine, stop worrying about something not there, and worry about yourself.

~M


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Post  DaniTranic on Sat Nov 24, 2012 6:30 pm

24th November 2012 - 09:23 p.m.

This is getting hard, the loneliness is getting to me now. It had always got to me, but only now do I realize it.
I found Karou crying last night, after Viseryn and Warren went to the Tavern. I wanted to see if she was okay, and she wasn't. She was packing, she was going to leave the Compound. I left her on her own for a little, before going back to check on her. I wasn't going to lecture her, or argue with her over it. I just talked to her, and it appeared to calm her down.
She asked me to leave, so I did, and I spent all night in the Tavern. I didn't drink, I just sat waiting to see if Karou would turn up. She did, and her story was quite interesting, much different from what she told me before.

I didn't even sleep, at all after. I went to go sleep because, well, I was falling asleep while standing. But I couldn't, there was a spider. Quite a.. small spider. It was on the ceiling, plotting something. Like I could hear it whispering and giggling from my bed.
I fed though, I feel better. I'm not checking if that spider is still there though.

Right now? Hm.. I guess my left ear feels a bit tingly, kinda' tickles.

~M


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Post  DaniTranic on Sun Nov 25, 2012 12:54 am

25th November 2012 - 03:45 a.m

Very early, in fact, for me to be guarding a krusnik in the bathroom of my friends house.
Well, funny story.
Aisling and I met a krusnik today, he was in the tavern causing a bit of a scene. I calmed him down the best I could, obviously keeping my guard up, he is a krusnik.
Aisling and I sat with him, I sat with him in case he went a bit mad again, but he didn't. In fact, Aisling told me to leave. So, I did, sat with Karou, Viseryn and some kid.
Nearly became a babysitter, thank God I didn't...
Next thing I know, I'm at Aisling's house, in the bathroom, stopping some krusnik going mad from smelling Karou's blood while she heals Aisling, after being attacked by the guy.
I was locked in a toilet, with a short-tempered krusnik. Not the top of my Christmas list.
Aisling's put herself in a stupid situation, and I think she has a small feeling for the guy. She did say he was "cute".
Strange girl.

~M


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Post  DaniTranic on Thu Nov 29, 2012 8:30 pm

29th November 2012 - 11:18 p.m

It's been a few days. And a lot has happened.
I've been hired as Warren's P.A, the most I've done is make coffee. I'm not complaining, I know it'll have to do more over time. I've had to dress more appropriately, I did my best, I've never had to dress for an office job before.
I met a guy too.. He's an addonexus, and he's gorgeous.. He has nice eyes too.. His name's Jay, I've known him for a few days. I really feel something, and I haven't felt like this for someone in a long time. A very long time. He's dozing behind me, he has trouble sleeping. He has.. trouble sleeping like I do, it's weird, we have lots in common.

I haven't slept for the past two weeks.. I've been having nightmares about spiders. The whole room, just crawling with them. All over me, all over my bed, the floor, the walls. It's horrible, I've been waking up sweating and panting, like someone has punched me in the chest. I haven't even tried to sleep for the last few nights, I've been drinking coffee from the tavern.

Jay's staying in my unit with me, it's big and, being on my own just makes me.. well.. more scared. I'm going to get him to have naps during the day, maybe that'll make him feel better. So now, he's just dozing on the bed and I'm curled up on the sofa reading.

It's been.. nice.

~M



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Post  DaniTranic on Mon Dec 03, 2012 11:57 am

2nd December 2012 - 02:56 a.m.

I found the bird crying today, poor thing. The things she said about herself, we so upsetting. I did my best to cheer her up. I managed to stop her crying, and it ended up with us discussing how to get men mushy. It was quite.. amusing.

Jay came into bloom, he was just sitting like a little hedgehog. It was sad, and he just started screaming and crying, the pain must have been horrible. I gave him his painkillers and muscle relaxer. He got better after that, I'm glad.

I collapsed in the hallway to the unit today. I'd been arguing with Ele, I had a head ache, I hadn't fed in a while, and the amount of sleep I haven't had is ridiculous. Jay found me, then some crusnik turned up, and William was there. I was embarrassed, and I probably would have just stayed there if they didn't leave.
There were spiders, everywhere, just spiders. It was horrible, it was like a horror film. Jay said there wasn't anything there though, so.. I guess.. it was just my imagination? Has it been, this hold time? Well, it could have been worse, at least Jay told everyone to go away.

He just sat with me and cuddled me, I like it when he cuddles me. he's really warm. And he holds me close. And he asked if I want to be in a relationship with him. We both knew what I was going to say, so I didn't answer for a few minutes. It's adorable when he begs, I said yes,

There's a lot of tension inside the compound, you can feel it in the air.

~M
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Post  DaniTranic on Tue Dec 04, 2012 9:40 pm

4th December 2012 - 7:31 p.m

I haven't seen Jay today or yesterday, I'm worried about him.
I know he's still waking up in the night. I haven't been sleeping well myself, my headaches are more frequent. It's painful, it's like a hammer in my forehead and ear.
I want Jay to sleep. He seems so.. sad during the day, I can see it in his eyes. It's painful, I want to talk to him about it, when he wakes up I want to turn around to mention it. But I don't want to upset him.
The words will come to me when they do, hopefully tomorrow.

I'll take my medication and sleep now.
Good night.

~M
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